Why I am so “obsessed” with self-observation

 There is nothing else that you really need to look for or do, if you really learn to observe yourself and life. Everything that you will ever need, can be found in this plethora of information. Self-observation will reveal to you that all this is much more than you can comprehend or take in, at once.

I do not care to find the reason why we are not taught this at a very early stage, looking for answers in the past and blaming others or myself. That would be a big waste of energy for nothing, leading me nowhere. My time of interest is the present, which forms the future. That which I care about is who I am right now and what I am doing.

Freedom is earned!

So much theory going around and yet people are still in search for more. We’ve heard it all. What are we still waiting for?

And then I remember that not everybody has “heard it all” and that there are many people still, who are just beginning to doubt, search and also get consumed by all these theories and different opinions that we all seem to be bombarded with. Everyone is entitled to their own timing right?

Yet there is another group of people, the largest one I think. These are the people who have believed that they can get everything by giving nothing; that they can save time and money going from one free event to the next, that they can know truth by reading others’ opinions, that want to receive without risking anything… especially all that they consider valuable and scarce to them. And unfortunately, the truth is once again reversed!

Depression like you’ve never read about it before

Of course you’re entitled to give up, get depressed, want to escape this shit reality we are living as a society. The biggest mistake that you can do, is reject yourself for it or try to fix it by trying to impose the “love and light” theories that have absolutely no meaning in everyday real living.

What good are the theories when you don’t know where your next meal is coming from, when you cannot communicate with anyone, when you have so much anger inside you, when you have lost your job, when nothing means anything anymore? What good is trying to visualize “something positive”, when all the images that are coming cataclysmically to your mind are of destruction, uselessness and self rejection? The last thing that you need and can tolerate is some wise guy telling you to be positive, to “look on the bright side of life”. There IS no bright side! Come to terms with it, get a grip on it and accept it. You are rolling in shit and you are chaotically going round and round dark processes of thought. That’s it!

Eyes Wide Open

Each stage or phase in our human experience is an important one and should be respected as such. But how many of us really know how to observe ourselves “from a distance” and appreciate all that consists of us?

No matter what we have “conquered”, what we have achieved, we often find that we have to “get back into the matrix”, in ways that we thought we didn’t have to, in order to learn more, test what we have learned, gather more information and connect with all that we have safely excluded from our reality. Each time, this is a difficult transition, which becomes easier, the more we accept and go with the flow of life as well as our Higher Self’s guidance and knowledge.

Many times we think we have “conquered” or “moved up the ladder” but these are just concepts of the linear time, as there is no “up” or “down” in reality, and so must be evaporated from our consciousness.

I Have a Vision!

I’m one of those people who came into this world without really belonging to it, without being able to be consumed by it. Yes, to the eyes of the structured, organized, analytic mind, the word is “weird”! 

Even the day today is weird, as I was born on a Friday, 50 years ago today, which my simple mind tells me that it cannot be. Friday should have come round on my 49th birthday instead of on my 50th. I take it as positive sign for my new rebirth, once again in this world. And on this day, I can be as “weird” as I like!

Being connected and in tune with my Self, has its virtues, its responsibilities and also its fun side. I want to change everything! Being who I Am for at least the last decade of my life, change concerns this world and not my Self or my personal life, which is harmonious, fulfilling and surprisingly creative.

The thing about having Inner Sight is that the holograms and virtual realities become so plainly evident that I can no longer lose my energy or give away bits and pieces of myself to whatever is fake or lie. Surprisingly, this scares a lot of people who are not yet ready to open their minds. But, let me get to my vision...

The real power within you

Intent is the power of the universe. 

It is the force that creates and destroys worlds. 

It is the power that sustains all.

The intention of your Self is always evident. You can ignore it or admit it, but it is who you are.

We need to re-educate ourselves to observe, to be in touch with our own self and realize the hidden truth behind our surface mind's lies.

Becoming who we really are is our greatest challenge, because we have always been who we are, so we are unlikely to realize what that is!

Don’t try to discipline ADHD children, try to understand them

Understanding does not mean submit to them, or give upon them or let them be “who they are”, for they do not know who they are yet. They need your help to focus, understand, accept and express themselves. Understanding takes some effort, but not I the sense that you understand the word. 

The ego understands “effort” as something difficult, tiring and sometimes unrealistic. The “effort” that I mean here involves willingness more than anything else. The willingness to shift your perception, to “enter” their mind and reality and to realize what is going on in there, what it means, what benefits and positive aspects you can identify with… through experience.

An ADHD child exists in a different reality. Time and space take on different meanings, not only in a general way, but EVERY time. Forcing them out of their perceived time-space reality in a cruel or abrupt manner gives them a totally wrong interpretation of themselves, and they are thrown automatically to self-judgment and self-rejection. That is when you have lost the game of communication and any opportunity of connecting, understanding and gaining from them. That is how you submit them to being “normal”, like everyone else, which they know, deep inside, that it is a lie.

Reverse all that you have been told and all that you have been doing. It is not easy, but it is worth it. It is not normal, but it is truth.

Beyond that which you know

It’s not how much time you spend creating that which you desire to create. It’s how much time you spend with your Self in the process of it all. 

It’s not how hard you work at something. It’s how light (weightless) you are within yourself. 

It’s not how long you can wait for something. It’s how you “wait”, which is never static.

It’s not how much you believe in something. It’s how deeply you know, beyond all beliefs.

What you do becomes a reflection of who you Are, which the ego will always judge by appearance. 

Who qualifies as normal anyway?

This is NOT what dyslexia is!

This is what the focused, single perspective left brain sees!

As long as the left brain people want to divide the world into "their perspective" (as truth or "reality") or else "no other perception", we will continue to limit our children, prevent the creative people from offering their highest potential to the world and limit ourselves in the process too. 

Dyslexia is about being right brained, which does not automatically mean "deficient" or "disabled" in any way! I am wondering why, on a collective basis, we have yet to acknowledge that EVERYONE has a right brain or their own, which they are not using.

For courageous hearts and daring minds

 The ego is afraid of the silence more than anything. The emptiness, the loss of or non existence of fixed images or stable emotions. The fluidity of everything that holds nothing concrete and stable. The cataclysmic realization of not knowingness, which threatens its very existence. 

If you are a trained observer, you realize the discomfort, the need to escape the inevitable. You know that there is nothing that you can DO but ride through the reality emerging in your life’s cycle. It’s a lot more evident than anything you have experienced before. There are no images coming and going, no emotions shaping your psyche. There is just you floating, moving, yet seemingly stuck and nowhere. Only those who have dared the experience can recognize the words and the reality behind them.

It is a very important stage for your consciousness, one that the ego will fight to escape from, with every trick it has learned, following your previous tactics, which you have used to strengthen it.