Oh yes, I know the theory; "we are not meant to control but to allow" and "go with the flow". Sure, but... the process is usually unknown and I feel it is the essence of our human experience, where much joy, learning and expanding takes place. We tend to focus on destinations and before we realize it, we've been there, left and what's left is a bitter taste of bitterness because all that matter seem to pass by too fast.
Yet, as for the "good" as well as the "bad", the process is the same and being consciously aware makes all the difference. The greatest wonder of life is discovering and uniting our Self through our experiences.
Change?
You won't make it. You are more likely to end your life the way you started it; ignorant and miserable.
Your pathetic attitude of asking for help when, in reality, you wish to remain exactly where and as you are is undeniably evident.
All this talk of "love", your deep-rooted dependence on those and that which you (secretly) loathe, is cunningly manipulative.
You expect to be "sweet talked" and you hide behind robotic "good manners" and social ethics to avoid being honest, revealing who you really are.
You despise anyone who shows you the hidden parts of yourself and speaks to in a way you would never accept as your own.
Your angels and false gods, your greedy prayers and self-hatred make you vulnerable but "loved" by your kind.
It is happening!
We are coming together; people from everywhere, from all over, who we did not know before this time. Those who we thought belonged to the same “circle” or like-minded thinking as us, are slowly disappearing, to give their place to the chosen ones who can join and participate in the new cosmic beat.
As we are unifying ourselves within, so we are connecting to one another, on a global scale.
We are to form communities, centers of unimaginable new creations; vibrating energy of knowledge and wisdom, embracing all and everything that can vibrate to like frequencies, within their own individuated uniqueness. We are beginning to contribute to each others’ purpose and calling, merging the many pieces of the One Picture, now starting to come into manifestation, as we grow, willingly extending ourselves beyond any former boundaries that we carefully formulated so that we would accomplish the unity and harmony within us.
Everyone speaks of a “Fall of Man”, which I cannot believe to be true, because I know it is not. Still stuck in the dual categorization of our educated minds, we strive to understand all that our mislead hearts cannot receive.
Every concept based on the “Fall” and all connecting concepts (“free will”, “salvation”, “awakening” etc.) are lies pointing to the Truth, which can be found only in one’s Heart and freed Mind.
To believe one or the other belief is easy and safe. Changing belief structures, thinking that we are expanding our consciousness is to remain ignorant of our own Unique Individuated existence within the cosmos.
All we truly need is a sincere, intimate, direct relationship with our own Self.
All answers, solutions to our problems and knowledge that we need, can be found there in abundance, given with gentleness and love, each moment. If we would just listen, if we would just pay attention!
The way of communication of the ego-mind is very different, more aggressive and louder than our Self’s offerings.
We have learned to listen to our ego-mind thinking that we know and that we are in control. That is how we get lost and ultimately come before dead-ends, obstacles and problems that we do not know how to solve or get past.
Dyslexia is not a learning disability although all fingers point to education. Naming something and then continuing our focus based on what we have named is easy and comfortable. Yet symptoms are sometimes misleading and in this case, they are.
Sure there are difficulties but we need to leave those aside for a while to see the bigger picture or we are stuck in one very limited perception, which ultimately has no answers and no “cures”.
Dyslexics have a completely different perception of reality that non-dyslexics cannot grasp. Why? Again, I’ll use terms for lack of better ones, although they too have been over-used…
The true masculine is not to provide stability, security, non-changed realities out of fear. He is to provide encouragement, wonder, support, freedom, the eagle’s view...
The warrior, the quiet sufferer, the wise and confident one, the true lover!
He can be patient because he has been hurt.
He can be confident because he is not dependent but free.
He is devoted in his choices because he has resurrected himself. He searches no more for his is found.
He can be supportive because he has felt doubt. He can respect because he values individuated expression.
He can admire and cherish because his attention is totally and willfully focused.
He can protect without crippling or preventing because he is an equal, because he has conquered and therefore recognizes all fear.
Take time to go over each aphorism, thinking about your own life, observing your actions, thoughts and emotions each time.
The phrases that most resonate with you are the ones you need to concentrate on now in your life. You can always come back later and read it again… other phrases will pop out and “speak” to you.
These are not all of course, just a head start, to form your own list of inner guidance.
Consciously decide to do things differently. Be sure to change at least something each day, no matter how small.
Take notice of the details; your own and others’ too.
Stop wasting time on unimportant things. Remember, all you have is time; use it wisely.
Fear and phobia are two very different things, which I think we have totally confused in our minds. The biggest “spiritual” programming going around these days is that fear is opposite to love and that fear limits us.
Fear is an emotion, whereas phobia is a state of being. Like all emotions, fear shows you what you need to look at. It might be the basic emotion of all “negative” emotions (all the categorizations are of the left-brain’s programming), but it also takes you to the core of your being, if you are willing to go there.
Fear is based not only on your body’s survival instincts which are registered in your cells’ memory but also on your soul’s memory throughout your existence. It connects you to your all-time experiences, in ways that the rational, linear mind cannot understand, nor does it accept.
It is not enough to try to remind yourself every now and then that “you are in a dream” or to ask the other co-actors of the dream, “if this is a dream”. Both practices are equally popular and equally self-defeating.
Trying to convince yourself that “you are not in a dream”, by looking around you and thinking that reality is objective, is also a self-defeating, phobic approach, in the effort of controlling life. How can you convince yourself, in either way, that life as you know it is a dream, when you are totally submerged into acting out the dream, not realizing that you are creating it in your mind?
Things are moving swiftly nowadays and the holograms are getting more and more tempting and vivid.
