Impenitent

I have always asked the questions that normally people don’t even think of asking. Even if they do, many just ask them in philosophical circles, at specific gatherings but keep them way out of their personal, everyday lives and relationships.

My constant asking, seeking answers hasn’t changed since I was a child. And this is totally aligned with my practical life, no matter where it might mead me to or where I find myself to be, which I didn’t selectively seek or want.

Situations and questions that arouse much criticism, provoke the already installed fear of people and shake the elusive fundamental belief patterns, habits and unconscious rituals of old paradigms.

The power of words

When someone says, "everyone learns/understands in their own time", they don't really realize what they are saying, which is always very different than the words spoken.

Since most of us are still chasing time in some way or another, being also trapped in it, "in our own time" remains an excuse we use to avoid the present moment and our own individual sincere expression. We rarely speak our mind, we seldom reveal our truth, being stuck in the external chasing of linear time and the automization of concepts/words.

Deconstructing the old to create the new

There comes a time in your life - if you have been really seeking for truth - that you come face to face with some undeniable facts, which cannot be ignored anymore. Most people assume that they can just intellectualize truth, exchange ideas and study but keep their safe securities, their constructed lives, continuing to serve the very system that they want to exit from. We cannot, for all opposites must reconcile, everything hidden must surface, every lie must be revealed.

The more I learn about how this world is run, what everything really means, the more I realize how uneducated we are. I had already begun to realize (as I thought) quite a lot many years ago, but since my painful involvement with the system through my political disobedience case, one revelation after another of hidden knowledge destroys the world I thought we were living in.  Most of what I am discovering is so over-whelming that it's sometimes difficult to keep a clear-headed, holistic perception vs being sucked into the dark allies of our surface existence, named "civilized society". We are so in the dark thinking that we are educated, it's amazing to observe (and hold)!